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ay nkooooo. next na

gosh!!! i'm hurt ( i hate the priscilla girl ! XD

tanga tong lawrence na to super! halla. lagot ka kay serena XDD

naman Lawrence eh...
bhLa k nga jan...
hmmph!


next npo!

Nakaka'hurt! Lawrence naman oh. Serena LIKES you.
EEEHHH. Next na.

...I hate Lawrence ..

..whah..
tagal kong silent reader..


sori


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kyuuutt stori! cnt wait!

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LAWRENCE's POV:

We were sitting together and were waiting for our orders.
"It's good you decided to come..." She said.
"Well, I just didn't like the atmosphere at home."

I got irritated as I remembered those two. Oh darn.

"O-Oh... I was hoping that you're finally giving me a chance..."

I saw that disappointed look on her face.
"Priscilla... How many times do I have to tell you how I feel now? Ayokong saktan ka pa nang paulit ulit."
"Then just tell me, Lawrence... Are there... Even a bit... Are there still feelings left for me?"

I was silenced, napatingin ako sa pinggan.

"Pris, you know that if you loved a person, there will still be traces of her right? .. The scar you left with me... Is the proof that I had feelings for you... Yet, I can't assure you, that there is."
She grabbed my hand. Nilalamig siya. This isn't like her at all.

"Please don't say that Lawrence... Like what I've said before, I'm willing to wait. Hangga't hindi pa kayo kinakasal ni Serena."
"You'll just get hurt, Prisciila, and I don't want to see you like that. I've forgiven you, oo. Pero iba na ang mahal ko."
Finally, her tears started falling, and I wiped it for her. Suddenly, the waiter came. She tried to stop crying as he put the food on table. I just looked at her.

SERENA's POV:

I looked at my watch. It's 11.
I can't believe it. I'm still waiting here for nothing. He said he's coming home. Pero hindi siya dumadating.

Alam ko, na hindi niya alam na ginawa ko 'to, but I only hoped that he bothered to call.

I'm getting sleepy, gusto ko pa siyang antayin... But I'm losing hope.

A teardrop fell from my eye. Why am I crying?
"Don't cry, Serena." It was Andrew. Inakbayan niya ako and rubbed my shoulders.
"I... I don't know. I don't usually cry over something like this. Tingin mo ba mababaw ako..?"
"No. You have the right to cry... Naghirap ka para gawin 'to, and yet..."

His phone suddenly rang.
"Hello?.... Ha? WHAT? You're with Priscilla?"

I had chest pains.

"W-Wala... Wala. Sige." Then he ended the call. He gave me a sign that he was showing sympathy.
"Serena... Let's... Let's just eat together, okay-?"
I can't hold back and I hugged him.

"Please let me stay like this one bit. I don't why I'm having sharp chest pains." I whispered and I continued crying. This is so weird. Why do I feel like this? It's like... I... I'm jealous..

He went to spend his birthday with Priscilla... Then that means that he still likes her, right? It just feels so weird na ganito ang nararamdaman ko.

"Please don't cry." He told me.
"Ayokong umiyak, Andrew... Pero sobrang sakit. Please don't ask me kung bakit ako nasasaktan dahil kahit ako.. Hindi ko alam..."

He patted my head.

"Alright. I'll lend you my chest."

I hugged him tighter. His heartbeat... Was fast too.

LAWRENCE's POV:

I returned home around 12. I removed my coat then walked through the house.

"You're home." Napalingon ako sa balcony. There tables and chairs and food. Nagulat ako, there was Andrew with his angry look on his eyes.
"What's up in here?"
"You ask me what's up? .." He said in an angry voice then he walked towards me. "Serena... Knew it was your birthday today, so she prepared all of these. Kahit na hindi siya marunong magluto, she cooked all of these for you. And ikaw... You just wasted all of her efforts because you had a date with Priscilla!" He yelled at me.

I was silenced. All of these?!
"I didn't know--"
"You're such a bastard." He told me then gave me a glare. "Don't make me hate you, bro... And don't make princess cry again." He said then he walked away.

I was a bit disappointed on myself.

How can I waste all her efforts?

I walked to the table at tinanggal ko yung nakatakip sa pagkaen. She cooked all of these for me?

I took a bite.
It tastes good.

Now I feel really shameful.

--

I opened her door.

"Serena? Are you asleep?" She was covering her blankets on her face. I sat down on her bed and opened her lampshade.

"Serena, please talk to me. I'm sorry na hindi ako dumating. Hindi ko naman alam e." There was no response. "Serena?"

I removed her blankets.

"SERENA?!"

SERENA's POV:

It's true. I snuck out of the house and went to the bar where I drank with Lawrence before. I can't keep this up. Gusto kong makalimot. Hindi ako makatulog so I snuck out.

"Give me a drink." I told the bartender and he handed me one.
"Ma'am, di ba po ikaw yung kasama ni Sir Lawrence?"

I glared at him. "Don't talk to me about him."
"E... Kaso Ma'am dati... Nasuka ka po e. Sa tingin ko po hindi mo kayang uminom."
"Wag mo kong pakielaman." I told him and drank the vodka straight.
"Give me another one."
"Ma'am, wag niyo pong--"

I glared at him. "Basta bigyan mo 'ko!!"
Alam ko na bukas, isang masakit na ulo ang sasalubong sakin, but I don't have anything else to do to ease the pain I'm having.

I continued drinking to the point that I was feeling dizzy again.

And I did not know what I was doing.

I can only see blurry images and the sound of the loud music playing.

It felt like I was doing something so tiring, but I don't know how to stop. It felt like I wasn't the one controlling myself.

"Serena!" I can hear his voice. Lawrence's voice?
AHH. Too impossible. Lawrence won't be looking out for me. He only wants to be with Priscilla.

LAWRENCE's POV:

I received a call from the bartender in the bar. It's good that I'm a costumer in that bar. Dun pala nagpunta yung babaeng yun. Arrgh. What is she doing now?
She doesn't know how to drink.

I parked my car in front and rushed into the bar. The music was so loud. It was like there's a party in here.

I looked around.

"Serena?!"

I rushed to the bartender. "Where's she?" He pointed to the stage.

She was there, dancing all her way. People were cheering for her. Oh, this girl!!

I ran to her, pushing away all the people blocking my way.
"Serena!" I called her, she seemed surprised, but did not pay attention continued dancing like and idiot. She's really drunk.

I went up stage and grabbed her arm.

"Let's go--"
"Lawrence? *hiccups* Ikaw ba yan?" She asked me, then she pulled her arm then gave a laugh. "Imposible... *hiccups*... Si Lawrence...? D-Darating dito?" She laughed again.

"Tara na." I pulled her away from the crowd 'cause everyone was watching.

--

I pushed her to the car and I went in the driver's seat.

"S-Sino ka ba? *hiccups*"
"Si Lawrence 'to, idiot." Tumawa ulit siya.
"Wag ka nga... Magimbento..." She said and then she poked me with her finger. "Si Lawrence... Hindi yun darating... Para sakin..."

She leaned on the seat and closed her eyes. "All... He thinks about... Is his ex..."
She opened her eyes and looked at me. "Sinungaling... Siya... Sabi niya... Hindi na niya... *hiccups* gusto si... Priscilla... Pero.. Pero..."

Umiling siya and poked my nose. "Hayy *hiccups* ewan.. Kalimutan na lang natin..." She said then gave a laugh.

Did I hurt her this much? I just looked at her silently, then she started talking again.

"Isn't it weird...?... Ang sama ng ugali niya... *hiccups*... I hate him so much... He's... Better than me... He... Is mean... And yet..." A teardrop fell from her eyes. "...He's the only one... Who can... Can make me happy... In a different way..."

He gave a chuckle again.

Her words... They are giving me a different feeling. It was like... I... I want to hug her tight and say I'm sorry.
I'm really unforgivable.

"Ahh... I don't... Know... What to do..." She gave me a smile. "I think... I've gotten... Myself... Deeply falling for him..."

I was startled.

"Sabi mo... Ikaw si Lawrence... Di ba...?" She leaned on me closer at napaatras ako, hitting my car's window with my head. Masakit yun di ba?

"...Can you... Kiss me...?"
I gulped.

"Marami... Nagsabi... *hiccups* na maganda ako... And... *hiccups* I'm perfect..."

Her tears continued falling, but still, her smiles were still there.
"But yet... Wala naman talagang... Nagmahal sakin... Ng totoo... Ahaha... I haven't even had my first kiss... Yet... Not even... With Tristan... *hiccups*"

She went back and sat properly.
She continued having her hiccups and she had closed her eyes.

I paused for a moment, and got my fists, clenched.

I looked at my hands, and looked at her.

Then I..

Kissed her.

She smelled strange, amoy alak siya, pero hindi ko na yun ininda pa. All I knew was...

There were feelings as I kissed her.
I slowly pulled myself back, and I saw her with open eyes.

"Serena..."

She looked at me like surprised, and she slowly closed her eyes.

HUHHHHHH?!

SERENA's POV:

AHHHH!!! Saket ng ulo ko!!!!

I woke up from my sleep at napaupo ako.

"Aray ko naman..." I looked around the place where I was.
MY ROOM?

HUH? Anong nangyari kagabe?

I got flashbacks in mind.
I was... Dancing on stage. Yun lang ang naalala ko. Nakakahiya! ARRGH! And also--

A scene from the car.

I... Was kissing Lawrence.

I blushed at napahawak ako sa chest ko.
What am I thinking?! I'm just imagining things! Naman o! Ganito ba talaga pag may hangover?!

Napahawak ako sa labi ko. It really felt like... It was true..

--

I went down for breakfast. Sapo pa rin ang ulo ko.

"Where were you last night?" Nakasalubong ko si Andrew on the way to the dining hall.
"Ah... I... I went to... The bar..." I answered. He leered at me. "Why did you go alone?"
"Ah... S-Sorry--"

Lawrence passed by us. Napatingin ako sakanya, and my heart beat fast. Why am I feeling like this?!

"Eat up." He said then sat down for breakfast.

Napalingon kami sakanya ni Andrew.

"Lawrence..." I muttered.
He looked at me. I reddened as I made eye cotnact with him.

Bakit ba ako nakakaramdam ng ganito?!

"Y-You... Ah... You brought... Me... Home?" I asked.

He nodded. "Yeah. It was annoying to come there actually." He said.

Kaasar yun ah.
"But then... I gotta make it up to you right?" He said.
"Make it up-?"
"Will you... Cook for me again?"

I suddenly felt energized as he said those, and I smiled at him. Why it it like this? It feels like I don't have the strength to reject him.

I smiled at him.

"Yeah!"

I rushed to the dining table though I felt..

Andrew was just silently watching behind me.

ayii !

hihi ..



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