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MANNELLIE’S POV:

“Tsaraan!” I  slowly opened my eyes and saw myself through the mirror.
WTH?

“O see? Manne? Ang ganda mo na di ba?”

Napailing ako. Really, I don’t like it! Hindi bagay sakin!

“No way! Hindi ako pupunta nang ganito ang itsura ko. No, no!”
“Stob being like that! Bagay kaya sayo. Ang ganda mo nga e.” Rena said.

I looked at myself at the mirror. Well, sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga ganun kapangit.. Kaso hindi ako sanaya na ganito ang itsura e.

“Please, hindi ba pwedeng—”
“HINDEEE!”

^^^^^^^^^^^^^

We arrived at the party. Nangangatog ako. What would others think? Trying hard ako? Arrgh. O baka papansin at social climber?
Nag init agad ang ulo ko. Lalo na yung Aileen nay un pala. Tss. At.. At si  Nikko.
Hindi kaya pagtawanan niya ako? – WELL! THE HELL I CARE!
Wala namang pakielam sakin yung damuhong yun.. At lalong wala akong pakielam sakanya!

I stomped my feet so suddenly.

“Uy, anung ginagawa mo?”
“H-Ha? Wala! Tara na!”

I took a deep breath and opened the door of the gym.

Eyes looked at us kasi pabalibag yung pagbukas ko, dahil na rin siguro sa sobrang inis. Oh right. Ang tanga ko. The original plan was to go and be invicible and go home like nothing happened here.
Kaso pumalpak na ako, entrance pa lang.
Maybe a couple of minutes passed pero hindi pa rin naaalis yung tingin nila.. Arrgh. Nakakainsulto ah.

“Ang ganda mo kasi Manne.” Bulong ni Rena, palihim ko siya kinurot.

“Ah.. Hello?” I muttered apara mabasag ang nakakabingin katahimikan.

Suddenly a guy with a masked approached me.

NIKKO?

He raised his hand and gestured that he’d like to hold my hand.
Could this be Nikko? Same height.. Same body fit..
Napangiti ako.

Rena and Pia gently pushed me.

“Go.” They whispered.

I held Nikko’s hand and walked with him.

We were walking until we reached the dance floor.

“Dance with me.” He whispered.

WAIT.. A little different in voice?

The musice started and he led the dance. Ang galing naman ata ni Nikko sumayaw. I can feel the beat of the music at dahan dahan, nawalan ng tao sa dance floor.
The crowd was all around us.

Suddenly, nung umikot ako, I had a glance at a robot.
Then I faced Nikko again.

Weird pero iba yung naramdaman ko nung nakita ko yung robot. Hindi ko man alam kung sino yung nasa loob nun, iba talaga e.

I tried to look back at it again, pero hindi ko magawa kasi I am following Nikko’s lead.

After the dance, I tried to look for the robot I saw, but he was nowhere to be found.

“Asan na yun?” I approached Rena and Pia who were sitting at a table with our other classmates.

“O ha, bumenta agad ang beauty mo.” Pambobola ni Pia.
“Ang cool ni mysterious guy noh?” Rena said.

Napalingon ako sakanila.

“Anung mysterious guy? Si Nikko kaya yun.”

Nagtinginan silang dalawa.

“Anong si Nikko? Hindi si Nikko yun noh.” Rena said.
Nagulat ako.

“ANO?”
“Iba kaya yung buhok niya, straight kaya.. at medyo kayumanggi si Nkko kumpara run.” Rena said.
“Ikaw Manne ah, iniisip mo nanaman si Nikko..”
“Kung hindi si Nikko yun.. Sino yun?”

I thought for a moment.

Hindi kaya..
I was thinking about the guy until I reached the outside of the gym.

May nakita akong box na karton. Biglang gumalaw.

“Suskupo!”

It stood up, and I realized it was the robot I saw before.

“Robot?”

It slowly walked to me, na ikinatakot ko, kasi hindi ko alam kung sino ito e.

“T-Teka.. Bakit ka lumalapit--?”
Finally, when it reached me, suddenly..

It patted my head.
Biglang lumakas yung pintig ng puso ko.

“Who are.. You?” I asked.

Pero hindi ito sumagot and it walked away.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Ang lakas pa rin ng pintig ng puso ko, habang nasa loob ako ng gym. I wanna know who is that robot. Sino ang nasa loob nun? Maybe an hour and thirty minutes had passed.

Suddenly,
“Hey.” The mysterious guy approached me.
“Who are you?” I asked.
He chuckled.

“Aren’t you Nikko?”

Slowly, he removed his mask.

“K-Kalvin?”

He smiled at me.

“Yep, it’s definitely me.” He grinned at me silently. “You were expecting of Nikko huh.”
“S-Siyempre.. Siya.. Ang boyfriend ko e..”

Paano nangyari yun?
Why was Nikko in my head that time? How could I be tricked?

“Lagi kasi siya nasa isip mo kaya akala mo ako siya.”
“NO! Absolutely not! – Teka, kung hindi ikaw si Nikko.. Asan siya?”

“I’m HERE.”

Napalingon ako.

There was Nikko, standing with his hands into his pockets and with a straight hair. TAKE NOTE, kulot po siya. Suot niya yung phantom of the opera but he’s not wearing a mask.

“N-N-N-Nikko?”
“Hey, Manne.”

I rushed to him, leaving Kalvin behind. Medyo lumayo kami nang kaunti bago nag usap.

“Kanina ka pa nandito?” I asked.
“Yep, I saw the first dance with Kalvin.” He said in a serious tone. “What a really sweet dance.”

Napailing ako.

“No, no. Mali ka nang akala, I thought—”
“Well, it doesn’t matter at all. Whether you took him as your first dance, pangit nga lang tingnan sa mata ng tao kasi we’re pretending right.. We’re only doing this to save faces.”

Ewan ko, pero medyo nasaktan ako run.
I took a deep breath and looked at him.

“Right. Right.” I said and walked away from him. “I’m going.” I said at tinalikuran ko siya.

As I walk away, nakaramdam ako ng pain.

‘IT DOESN’T MATTER.’
Sumikip nanaman ang dibdib ko as I remembered.
Pero bakita nga ba ako nasasaktan? Tama naman ang sinabi niya.

Why would I expect it will matter to him?

NIKKO’S POV:

AS I saw them dancing, iba yung naramdaman ko, especially when Manne smiled at him.
She even glanced at me, but did not take notice.

Parang hindi niya ako nakita. I was hoping.. Hoping na aalis siya sa dance floor at pupunta siya sakin.

But I expected more than what is to be expected.

Alam ko, weird. Pero ang sakit talaga.

I immediately went to Renz’s house.. After going to Manne. Pagkatapos kung I pat yung head niya. Ayoko kasing awayin siya, I can’t show her what I feel, I really felt like hugging her.. Pero wala talaga..

I went to Renz’s para mag ayos. After an hour, natapos na rin.

And here I am.
Buti na lang taga parlor yung ermatz nun.

Napailing ako habang pumuntang food section, they were all looking at me.
Pero wala na akong pakielam.

I was thinking about Manne.

I want.. To dance with her.

Bleh, Nikko.
Engot, dapat kasi di mo sinabing 'it doesn't matter.'
Uto. Dapat kasi binugbog mo nalang si Kalvin!
Ano? Tara!

Update na

dPat Last dance c nikko...hehehe


aro0! anu ung mga nararamdman nyo ah? hihihi..
nikikiLig ako...
paePaL nmn c kalvin..haha

Aww, sige Nikko, sa akin ka na lang makipag-sayaw. Ahaha.
Updatee na.

Teka.. si Nikko ba yung robot? Ahaha.

ayan..kc...

hahaha......nikko isayaw muh sa sya...dali...

hehehe....nkuh c kalvin....panggulo hahaha...

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