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Hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman. Why am I crying at the first place? So what if nandito si Janice? So what if he just asked me to go here kasi Janice wasn't supposed to be here? So what if ginawa akong panakip butas? A friend loveth at all times naman diba? I'm bound to help him in any way that I can... which hurts and I don't know why. :\

And then he let go. "Lee, please, wag ka nang umiyak..."

I straightened up myself and he let go of me. "I don't like her." I whispered.

"Janice?" He sounded surprised. "Why?"

I scoffed. "Parang nabigla ka naman ata.."

"Of course. Syempre, Janice is very sweet and nice.." I was so quiet. "I mean, for me.."

Huminga ako ng malalim at tiningnan si Manuel.

"I don't know. It seems like there's always something in her that mocks me silently."

"Oh come on.." He groaned.

Kaya pala hindi niya ako pinagtanggol before when Janice and I were talking about pre-marital sex. Hmp. He doesn't see her bad and evil side. >.<

"I'm sorry, Manuel. That's how I feel.."

"No problem.." He smiled. "I hope you feel better now.."

"Yeah, I'm fine." Pinilit kong ngumiti para sa kanya.

Bigla namang may kumatok sa kwarto and told us to have dinner na daw.  Kakayanin ko kayang harapin ang bruhang iyon?

"Sana pala I partied at Fort nalang.." I said to myself.

"Narinig ko yun.." Sabi naman kaagad ni Manuel na naglalakad sa harapan ko.

"Buti narinig mo.." Pagtataray ko naman. Sorry ha, hindi ako ang tipo ng babae na pinaparinggan lang ang isang tao. Sinasadya ko talaga para marinig niya!

"Lee naman eh... sige na, last na to." He said before going in to the dining place.

And when I looked at his eyes... I couldn't help but agree. Hmp.

"Oo na.. hmp."

"Yey! I love you Lee!"

I love you, i love you ka diyan. :\

So ayun nga, we ate dinner and talked for awhile then nagkaroon na ng drinking session.. Then a little while, dumating si Martha with a bottle of vodka. Akala ko iinom pa kami, yun pala magspi-spin a bottle daw para di daw boring. Whatsoever.

"So high school." I mumbled to myself. Siniko naman ako ng mahina ni Manuel at napagather kaming lahat dun malapit sa fireplace.

"Okay, we all know naman how to play spin the bottle right?" Aba, di na ako magtataka kung lahat eh umagree sa kanya. "The only different rule here is that instead of truth and dare, you have to choose ONE person, like you can name or not name her/him and tell her or him of what you really WANT or NEED to tell her and vice versa. Okay? Game?"

I looked at Martha. "ANYTHING? Like, even sama ng loob?"

"Yeah, yeah. No problem with that. You can name her or not. Ayyy, dapat pala ONE sentence lang yung ibibigay mo. Pag pinoint ka ulit, pwedeng one sentence na naman for continuation. Pag ibang tao na, sabihin mo, like, 'Iba naman to, si ano eto..' ganun."

"Okay."

Then ayun, game na lahat. Martha spinned the bottle and naunang pinoint si Patrick.

"Woooaahhh! Patrick, Patrick, Patrick!" Sigawan ng lahat, maliban saken.

"Hmm, pano ba.. Sino ba?" Nag-isip sandali si Patrick. "Ay, okay. Hmmm, nakakainis ka kasi di mo ako pinalaro ng basket noong isang araw."

"Uy, kilala ko iyan!!" Sigaw nung isang kaibigan ni Manuel. Umagree naman yung iba na kilala din daw nila. Okaayy, nuff said.

Then they spinned the bottle again. But this time, kay Manuel na naturo. Kaya syempre, nabuhay yung dugo ko at nagpasimpleng nakinig at umayos ng upo sa sahig. Nahalata kong ganun din ang ginawa ni Janice.

"Uyyyy, si Manuelito na.." Sabi ni Jake. "Ano kaya.. Sino kaya.." Syempre, naghiyawan naman yung mga boys dun kasi excited. Kahit ako, curious at excited sa sagot niya.

He coughed to clear his throat. Nag-isip ng di masyadong matagal at tumingin sa kawalan.

"Hmm, para sa kanya. Gusto kita." Biglang tumahimik yung lahat. KAHIT AKO. Sino? Sino ang gusto mo?

"Sino?" Tanong ni Clara.

"Oops, bawal. Isang sentence lang diba?" Sabi ni Manuel at tumawa kagad siya. Parang bigla din akong nacurious and medyo nag-eexpect na din na si Janice iyan. Diba nga pag gusto mo yung isang tao hindi mo nakikita yung bad and evil side? Hmp.

"Bitin." Bulong ko then bigla akong hinarap ni Manuel at nagbelat saken. Hmf.

Then they spinned the bottle again and yung isang girl na yung napoint.. then yung ibang boys.. then I wasn't listening na to them. I was like busy thinking... sino yung gusto niya? :\ Naku no, malamang Mama niya. Pwede ring... shoot, andaming tao na pwede niyang magustuhan. He's not into someone naman.. well, Janice. Pero not to the point naman na INTO talaga. So mahirap sabihin. Tsaka among his girl friends, pareho naman yung trato niya, so..... nakakaloka. :\

"Okayyy, little miss richie." Janice smiled. Nakakaloka ka. I smiled back.

"Hmm, ako na pala."

"Yeah, you were kinda spaced out there."

"Sorry, guys." Bigla akong napaisip. Ano naman sasabihin ko? "Ako nalang." Napatingin naman silang lahat sakin. "Baket?"

"Wala lang." Sabi ng isang lalaki. Tapos ayun, they spinned the bottle again. I was waiting for Janice's turn nga lang tapos na daw si Janice and I was like daydreaming daw sa gilid when it was Janice's turn kaya ayun, di ko na namalayan.

Pagkatapos ng spin the bottle na yun, nagkanya-kanya na ng grupo. Yung mga babae nasa kitchen malapit, umiinom-inom ng cocktails. Yung mga boys, nasa balcony malapit sa sala, umiinom ng mga vodkavodka. Ako naman, nandun sa isang balcony din malapit sa fireplace. Ang ganda doon kasi isang tanaw mo lang, pwede mong maramdaman na the world is yours. Pwede karing magpakamatay kasi pagtalon mo, kawalan na kagad.

"Ba't ka mag-isa dito?" Si Manuel pala. Kala ko kung anong kabayo ang nakapasok dito. I looked at him and smiled gently.

"Hindi ako makarelate sa girls eh." I said. Yuck, parang damsel in distress yung drama ko, ayoko pa naman niyan. "Masyado silang.. nice."

He chuckled. "Yeah, right."

"No, really. They're so nice they make me feel sick about myself." I scoffed.

"You know, you should stop thinking something like that." Napatingin naman kagad ako sa kanya habang umiinom ng beer. "They'll like you."

"Sa totoo lang, I don't care about being liked or what. But then sana, konting respeto lang. I mean, act civil. Kasi ako, wala akong pakialam sa kanila. After this, I won't be seeing them again so sana, konting pakisama lang. But it feels like hindi naman sila interested sa idea nun, so why would I insist myself to them? Mabubuhay naman ako kahit hindi nila ako gusto." :\

Manuel looked at me and smiled then he leaned on the railing of the balcony at tumingin sa view. "Can I ask something?" He suddenly sounded so serious.

"Sure." I leaned on the railings narin.

"What's 'akin ka na lang'?"

"Ha?"

He looked at me. "Ano yun?"

Shoot. Ano nga ba yun?

"Err, wala lang." I grinned.

"Wala lang?"

"Yeah, I made it all up. Para lang may masabi."

"Ahhh. Okay." Sabi niya at uminom ng beer. "Pasok tayo." He smiled. Then bigla nalang humangin ng malakas and his scent was all over me. "Lee?"

"I wanna try something."

"Ha?"

"No malice. Just, try. Okay?"

"Wh-wha-"

Then I kissed him.

waaaaaaaaaaahh..
nakakakilig..
kiniss nia si manuel..

i like this one hihihihi:D

waaaahh..?


go lee!!


u go gurl!!

hahaha..


update sooner..

shocks!!!!!!!! worthy ang paghihintay namin.
oo nga, wala namang dpat malisya. slut naman si lianne eh. JOKE.

nkakakilig namaaaan.

what the--?
haha. kakabigla naman yata yun XD

please update na po :]

hehe. lee talaga, haha! nice, nice. update n

wow;; ngeun ko lan nabasa kung d dahil k TPAM d ko mababasa. tooink.
Nice one ate kim;; wala daw malisya. hihihxD

awwwwww.naun k lng nbsa na may update na.
update na po ulit.super nkkbitin ee.